I can’t remember it

The hopeless struggle

The foul spirited dark

Nobody left to see

My sight in jeopardy

I can hear the speaking

Underneath the silence

In between the tugs

I can feel the pulls

Like thread through skin

Bloodless brutality

I am holding breath

I am purging

Transparent bodies

Curled up inside me

Thoughts like jellyfish

Stuck in the sand.