EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER

I woke up singing.  That is not a good thing for anyone but me.  “There was love all around but I never heard it singing no, I never heard it at all ’till there was you!”  What in the *&%$ has gotten into me?  Don’t get me wrong I like it but it isn’t the…

COMBUSTIBLE LAUGHTER

Have you ever been in the middle of an extremely stressful situation and just started laughing?  It has happened several times for me this week.  It is funny to me how a person can go from one extreme emotion to the next and when it ends in laughter can feel so peacefully calm after.  What…

PERFECTLY IMPOSSIBLE

It is a beautiful new day. The birds woke me up at 6:30 but I didn’t mind because I actually slept really well. I woke my daughter up and I roller-bladed as she rode her bike. It was a beautiful morning and I realized how much I miss doing things with her. I am taking…

WHERE IMPERFECTLY PERFECT GOES TO DIE

People who know me or know OF me are always surprised when I tell them I am very socially awkward.  Being social takes a whole lot of bravery and constant mental pep talks.  For a very long time I was content just working, being a wife, going to school and then one day it included…

A CORINTHIANS KIND OF LOVE TILL THE END

At the same moment I was saying a mutual goodbye to my best friend this morning I received a text from “Froggie”.  About a week ago I wrote a post I dedicated to him and his family “A CORINTHIANS KIND OF LOVE”.  His text told me his father has passed away.  I am sad I…

A BRAIN TUMOR TO CALL MY OWN

I have blogged about my emotions a lot. I have also blogged about the people in my life who mean the most to me and observations I make about them. However, I feel I should blog about something personal, something that changed the course of my life. This will be a long blog post but…

MIDNIGHT JOURNEY

Sometimes just writing, even if it makes no sense, is healing.  I wrote this as a series of texts to my best friend about a year ago.  I was sad, confused, and had nothing to say but he encouraged me to just text even nonsense if it helped me feel connected.  I texted this to…