THAT IS MINE

  Written by JStewart413 and HastyWords   Buried Deep down inside Lies The burden That is mine Hidden Torment lingering Inside A minefield Of heartbeats That are mine And I can’t deny As I explode From the inside Out The relief As shrapnel Jettisons Into reality Changing This world That is mine You may never…

A TORNADO IN THE CLOUDS

  I am not a social person. I pretend to be sometimes if I need to, in fact, many of my closest friends don’t realize that when I excuse myself it is, more often than not, to calm myself down. All it takes is one moment, one word, one look the wrong way, and my…

CRAZY TURNED TWO

When I realized my blog turned two last week I revisited some of my earlier posts.  So many of my most personal feelings have been given life within this domain.  I am not sure I have grown much, or that my writing has matured, but I can see that I am just as crazy now…

DEPRESSION’S DANCE by HASTYWORDS

My latest book just went live on Amazon and it is slightly different from the last one.  In this book, besides the pictures and the poetry, I added voices.  It is hard to portray depression’s control over a person through mere poetry so I included conversations I had with depression.  Depression has a voice and…

MELTING INTO DAYBREAK

I am so happy I found this blog and I really hope everyone decides to visit the magnificence behind this duet. Written by G and HastyWords ◊ I stand an ice sculpture frozen under star light; numbness welcomed under the blanket of night.   I call upon the sun to save me from this eve;…

PATIENCE AND THE TROLL

Originally posted on HASTYWORDS:
Today I look like I do any other day from an outsider’s perspective.  However, today I have put myself in time out.  I am not allowed to have any important conversations about feelings.  I am not allowed to think destructive or self-deprecating thoughts.  I am not allowed to sit and sulk. …

JUST ME

– I am among millions of overweight fighting to make the image in the mirror match the image appropriate for society. – I am not young which means I am older than young. – I don’t wash my hair everyday.  Sometimes, if it looks amazing I can go three days. – I have a small…

You Think You Know

Originally posted on ღ Think. Speak. Tryst. ღ:
You Think You Know So you think you know You think you have seen You saw something outside But I’m completely different Underneath… The things I am feeling The emotions I am going through Are too tragic and tough Searching for answers I wish I knew… I try numb…

THE LIFE INSIDE ME

A new duet with a beautiful friend I met at DFWCON  Please visit her website and get to know her here! Written by Veena Kashyap and HastyWords Hold on to me as I lose control My mind has turned against me You are my only hope of sanity Hold me together as I fall apart…