For awhile I held on to the belief things would be ok. I felt I knew you well enough and you knew me… and somehow we meant enough… and we would be ok. I may wonder, now and then, where I would be now if we had never met; but I never wish we had never been because I learned so much about myself having known you. I know now that closure is a lost opportunity for me and only time can write the ending to those chapters filled with you and me. Time didn’t heal my wounds but time erased the pain they caused and I only hope that if you had wounds yours feel no pain at all.
I never see you anymore
That’s the way it was planned
But I think of you often
Inside moments totally unplanned
I smile because of you
More moments than I can count
And the times I cried
Those frowns I try hard to uncount
I loved how connected we were
Our friendship I never justified
And all my fears about us
Were completely unjustified
I hate how my insecurities
Ruined the world we had created
I wish every day since then
This reality could be uncreated
But this is where we are; without
Many yesterdays, today, and forevermore
A place where only the past remains
And only a blank void fills our nevermore
HASTYWORDS 
As always you have the most beautiful way of capturing emotions.
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Just wonderful!
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While there’s life there’s a ‘perhaps’
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Reblogged this on Pushing our limits.
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Closure sometimes seems unattainable in those situations when you struggle to accept the new and unwanted reality. ❤ Loved these words more than you could ever know, my friend. We must talk soon. Very soon.
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I have so many new friends like you that help so much.
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“I do not believe in lasts or endings, only in firsts and new beginnings.”
Nicely said, closure is often elusive at best even though we yearn for it when sometimes we must be willing to just walk away. Beautiful words Hasty!
http://markschutter.com/2014/10/25/new-chapters/
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“I smile because of you more moments than I can count.” True story.
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I sometimes wish I could take a little of your pain away by sharing it… what if I bunch myself in the nuts with a cup of boiling water in my hand?
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I feel this, great write
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ADORE the parallels in there. Great writing.
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Brings thoughts of those who drifted out of my life to the forefront of my mind . . . choices made.
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This is superb!
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Beautiful and poignant. It saddens me as I feel our friendship is…I dunno… withering on the vine. But the metamorphosis may one day yeild something far greater. You know you are my favorite. Shine on, my dear friend!❤❤❤
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Reblogged this on cabbagesandkings524 and commented:
Hasty on old friends and lost connections
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Hello, darling…i
i can see,
you
still
like
sticking
the
knife
in
deeper…
Have
fun
darling!
kiss in lov
chris
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How about another little piece together?
That’s ifinn you’ve not
forgotten
where
you
have
come
from!
You start crjen1958@Outlook.com
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