POKER FACE

I love to play Texas Hold’em!  For awhile it was what I did after the family went to bed.  I am a night person so I am always last to bed and usually I read but for awhile it was Poker.  It wasn’t winning that I loved it was the characters that played.  You see…

INSTAGRAM KIND OF LIFE

I feel like my life has become a series of pictures.  Instead of memories I have albums.  My personality no longer matters… I am now judged on lighting, angle, contrast.  If my pictures are interesting I must be interesting. Most of my blog pictures come from Instagram.  You can tell so much about a person…

EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER

I woke up singing.  That is not a good thing for anyone but me.  “There was love all around but I never heard it singing no, I never heard it at all ’till there was you!”  What in the *&%$ has gotten into me?  Don’t get me wrong I like it but it isn’t the…

PERFECTLY IMPOSSIBLE

It is a beautiful new day. The birds woke me up at 6:30 but I didn’t mind because I actually slept really well. I woke my daughter up and I roller-bladed as she rode her bike. It was a beautiful morning and I realized how much I miss doing things with her. I am taking…

A CORINTHIANS KIND OF LOVE TILL THE END

At the same moment I was saying a mutual goodbye to my best friend this morning I received a text from “Froggie”.  About a week ago I wrote a post I dedicated to him and his family “A CORINTHIANS KIND OF LOVE”.  His text told me his father has passed away.  I am sad I…

A BRAIN TUMOR TO CALL MY OWN

I have blogged about my emotions a lot. I have also blogged about the people in my life who mean the most to me and observations I make about them. However, I feel I should blog about something personal, something that changed the course of my life. This will be a long blog post but…

MIDNIGHT JOURNEY

Sometimes just writing, even if it makes no sense, is healing.  I wrote this as a series of texts to my best friend about a year ago.  I was sad, confused, and had nothing to say but he encouraged me to just text even nonsense if it helped me feel connected.  I texted this to…

AN ICY PROPOSITION

I was watching a movie today where a woman fell into a frozen pond and was fighting for her life to resurface.  It was stressful to watch and hit a nerve somehow; I was anxious and felt overwhelmed for a moment.  Once the movie was over I sat thinking about how this movie, the particular…

EVERYDAY WE’RE SHUFFLIN

“I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my eyes and all is born again.” by Sylvia Plath   This quote keeps running through my head.  It was on my mind as I shut my eyes to sleep and on my mind again as I awoke this morning.  When I shut my eyes…

I WASN’T EASY

I wasn’t easy to raise. I was oblivious, absent minded, dangerously curious, and constantly getting into things.  I hear the stories everytime the family gathers and wonder, “who the heck are they talking about?”  My brother likens me to the female Dennis the Menace.  I often think my mom must really be Beverly Cleary because the Romona…