YOU CAN’T PLAY

A couple of months ago my daughter came home and quite simply said…I hate being left out.  Some kids on the playground formed a group to perform in the talent show and kicked her out saying they don’t need a 4th.  Yea…rejection sucks.  Being forgotten and ignored sucks.  Yet it is a part of life…

AND THEY FEASTED ON HER HEART

They sat, hate burning hot Watching her like prey Wishing she hadn’t come They spit mean words And snide angry comments Too loud not to be overheard She believed she could do it For her daughter She smiled and hugged She told stories and laughed But each moment Tested her resolve And she grabbed a…

SHATTERED

SHATTERED The image I have tried to create lies shattered on the floor Broken images staring back and taunting me The me I aimed to be laughing at my failure Exposing the self that hid behind the mirror Throwing the broken pieces out the door Recreating the person I think I should be Realizing I…

AGAIN….AGAIN…AGAIN

Woke up looking for myself AGAIN.  I could feel reality playing hide-n-seek in my mind AGAIN. Desperately trying to find any evidence I had been there, a trail, breadcrumbs, anything AGAIN.  A clue that might help me find my confidence before the insecurities, in this absence of reality,  come out and play and run rampant AGAIN. I jump in the shower because…

IF I HAD KNOWN

When I was young I cracked my crystal ball Broke a few mirrors, and set fire to my fortunes told Or I would have known to avoid you Since then I have tossed a few pennies down the stairwell Scared I would never be scared enough To avoid finding someone like you   Cascading thoughts…

SEXUAL UNKNOWN

I got your hips locked hypnotic in a trance My eyes pull you deeper with a gyrating stance Feel my heart beat, beat, beating  to our dance You became my victim when I made my entrance You’re mine, you’re mine mine I’m a bloodsucker and I am making you mine My veins run toxic but…

ZOMBIE WITHOUT

I love zombie movies!  I don’t know why.  It could be they don’t really care how they look, they aren’t really interested in what others think, they are definitely not lazy, and they are passionately in pursuit of their (non-hearts) desires. We can all say we have days where we really don’t care how we…

COPA LOVE

  Tonight the world is dancing, Random glances are mesmerizing All around us faces glancing Sex in the music so hypnotizing Sweat, sweat, sweat as the body rocks Hips clasped together as the body rocks Hands roaming to the music as the body rocks Techno rage emerging as the body rocks Tonight the world is…