I’ve been here
Well…
Here and there
But mostly here
And I am tired
Monsters chase
Demons follow
Consistent bellows
From the gallows
Sheeted ghosts
Worn out
Torn holes
Becoming rips
Leaving me here
Trying to decide
If I should continue
Not just here
But there as well
Some days
I am the sheeted ghost
Hanging from the gallows
Hung by my own
Self worth
And there I rest
Because although
I am tired
Because although
I am worn out
I continue on
And I remain
Somehow
HASTYWORDS 
I’m right there with you! (Hugs) Somehow we just remain… don’t know how.
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Working toward better times!
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Me too. xxxx
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😡
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Eww, I like it very much! Well said.
I’ve been musing over the concept of gallows humor lately. I too share that white sheeted ghost feeling, with all the gloom and thick fog rolling in, but even then my own melancholy starts to seem a bit amusing and out of place, surreal and overly dramatic. I suppose being able to laugh at ones self is a good thing or else I’d be drifting in that fog far more than I already do.
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I felt the exact same way writing this. I thought…its a bit mich dont you think hasty? And then i shrugged and thought…nope…i hate that its not even enough to describe the feelings that come along. I thought of robin williams and of countless others desperate enough and wondered how im still here….but i am…and i think i’ll hang in a bit longer.
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You do that.
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“Hung by my own self worth”… it’s an anxious plight, to continue on when you don’t feel worthy. Always waiting for it to get easier. Love you girly! ❤
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This is just fantastic. Love it.
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Just (((((hugs)))))
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Keep on and stay strong! ❤
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I know… I know… you have demons and darkness in your soul… but you also have light and love and happiness and caring and sweetness and kindness and music and poetry… and I am crazy about you… and a little drunk… so… uh… are you back?
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Youre drunk….???? This could be super fun 🙂
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dude… don’t tell anybody… ssshhhh… I met the Doobster today in real life…
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Really??? Thats very cool. Hey i made it to your year in review 🙂
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I know you did… because you freekin’ rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Lol until you wet me in real life and u tealize im boring 😉
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wait… ‘wet’ you in real life… tealize??? which one of us is drunk?
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Omg lol ooops. Sloppy fingers
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oh my… but then again, I tend to let you get away with stuff.
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Haha well thanks 🙂
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oh yeah
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Nice!
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